sad chair

ouch

my patellar tendon is injured :(

I want it!

I want to go see the hobbit soooo bad. I mean I have read the book so many time before this and I want to see it... too bad im poor

how to break someones spirit

First take away something they love: mom dad wife ect.
Than you must make them think that it is all there fault IE Icould of helped them, I could of been there
after that you much make the situation worse:stollen wallet fired from job ect.
than after they start to climb back up the  steep cliff of recovery,you must slowly push them back down. you must keep there hope alive to the piont where it is just out of reach. after they have been at that point for so long they begin to lose hope one that has happened  you have succeeded.

I pod

this is an ipod shuffle... love it

jealousy

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

Robert Frost

 

This makes me jealouse because I have thought of this before and have never acted on it

Agenda twenty one

go on youtube and watch agenda 21. just do it

1 and 2

1.*walks over and sits on a bench*
2.do you mind not sitting that close to me?
1.ohh umm sorry il leave
2.good!
1.ya dont hafta be like that.
2.shut up!
2.il destroy you!
1.come at me bro!!
2.*throws punch*
1.pulls out knife and stabs 2s arm*
2.ARGH!!!! AGCK!!!!
1.*walks away*
1. mission accomplished

weird

I just went though a weird time in my life and i would like to appolagize for the stuped blog posts

:)

I love my girlfriend <3
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i remember

i remember when i rode my first rollercoster it was last week. i have never been so scared and had so much fun in my entire life. I remember when i first herd the word  gay. i was in the 4th grade and i diddent know what it ment. I remember when i had my first crush. i was 3 years old and i thoght that she was the hottest girl on the planet. I remember when i was the only kid who could do 20 pushups in the 3rd grade. I remember when i was in a stake dance and i got grinded on by a slutty girl. I remember when i was in english 10 and mr nelson called us spounge heads and i belived it.

Adam

As I fly 10,000 feet over the vally of death I shall fear no evil,., I.M
One breath. than another. and another. heart beats 60 times a minute. eyes open sees the wide world. and all its beauty. I sense warmth. sweet sunshine on my body. naked and natural I look over and see somesomething so beautiful and perfect. it is in that instant that I realize that she is mine. I am the first and she is the second my love for her has no bounds. for she is mine and we are perfect. there is one that I love more and that is god and it is for that reson that I told the truth on that day and it is for that reson that I am hated,., ADAM











As I look upon the entirety of the human race I shall let no man suffer.,.K.L
I feel his touch and I am overcome with joy for I and he are one under god. he is my love and my life my all and my only. but there is one that i love more still and he is the all might who created me. I shallnot be angry with him for telling the truth on that day for the fault is mine. but it had to happen and I love him still. more than eternity itself .,. EVE 

over

term over . yes. all the stress is gone.

mystery

mystery. his profession is clouded in mystery. he could tell no one. he fought for his country in various top secret missions. but than the leader of his country made one fatal mistake that disclosed the name and locatiopn of this noble man and his fellow platoon members. they were soon ambushed and killed... thank you B.H.O

FINALY

status update: im finaly back up to weight(150) cause i lost 10 lbs over the summer because of a triathilon (I placed 5th out of 100)  and during training my upper body went to heck(i got pretty good legs now tho) but i finaly go it back so im happy.

pie is good

carla went to the water beverage cookie because the fudges said no when the noodles had a bean burrito at midnight with liam nesin but than airplanes ate my water fish at 3:15 PM because orange juice ate the monkey huckers with the big truck on sunday. But then toby turner went to iraq with a gush slinger tied to a semi truck because mega man bit the barrel of the waklambos samba. But than big mama nuked the worl with gasoline so it was ok in the end.

meaw

You Know sadies was fun this year. I think the girl that asked me has a crush on me tho it was pretty obviouse

direct order

My Direct Order  Is: EXERCISE trust me its worth it.

muisic

van halen has some of the best guitar in the world they are soooooo good. same with ACDC... i love acdc. anyways.  I dont like the fact that a vast majority ofthe artists nowadays dont even play instruments or sing. i think thats sad.

rammestien

im listening to du hast by rammestien. the whole sone is in german so it sounds totaly screamo and crap. but in all reality he is singing about how he is sad thata his girlfriend cheated on him. its funny how different languages make things sound compleatly different.

i hate bricks

i hate bricks. i dropped one on my foot a few days ago than right after i stubbed my toe on one so now i officialy hate them. i diddent used to bu now i do.

my life sucks

you know what! duct tape cant fix everything! it cant fix the fact that my grammer sucks. it cant fix the fact that my tub of iced cream is sticky, it cant fix the fact that iceberg closes at 9:30!(that time sucks!!) ...im in a terrible mood

Life is a trial

             Life is a trial. Its a ironman triathilon grueling and rigerous. Its Just like a marathon Long and hard. Its a big trial thats all it is. Its just a test like in math. Some times we fail some times we win But just like all tests and trials life sucks to a certan degree.

death isnt the end

                    Death. its a pretty scary thing to think about. Not for me though. Think of it this way. Death isnt the end. So what are we worried about? And I can prove it. If after we died their is no more life wouldent that mean that we wouldent have a conciousness? in other words we wouldent remember existing . I know that that is a big idea to wrap you head around but just try to. Trust me its worth it. Anyways that means that there has to be something after this life right? but hey its your choice.

the

The The The THE  The The The The The

thoughts

Thoughts hmmmm. what am i thinking about? im thinking about colledge. and my girlfrend. im thinking about lots of things. im thinking about eternity and how im scared of it. im thiking about music. im thinking about apple pie. im thinking about all the kids in africa who have no food. im thiking abut how much homework i have. im thinking about my life and how its flying by very fast because next thing i know i will be married with kids and i will say wow that went by fast.
Thats what im thinking about.

i get along with people for some reson:P

For some reson i can get along with pretty much everyone. like the druggy kids i get along with them realy well (genuinly nice people). the art nerds lol im dating one of em :P. i get along with pretty much anybody(exept the douchbags who are jerks to girls i hate that). like this one time i was just sitting down durin math class and this girl who was sitting next to me asked me a question about geometry and the next thing i know we are best friends and i lost a bet to her. when i moved to highland i perpously tried to ge people to not like me because i was depressed and wanted to be by myself. so i would do random crazy shiz to get people to hate me. but a bunch of people diddent buy it and soon became my friends. i can make friends with just about every one. ind i like that. i like it when i make people happy because it makes me hapy. i wish that i was a little bit more outgoing thogh im still kinda shy around girls :) so sometimes i say weird stuff around them(i promise that im just getting to know you).
and i hope people like me as much as i like them. :)

Fears(real)

hmm im afraid of alot of crap. well lets begen. If i am going to tell you this im going to be compleatly real. ok. Im afraid of talking to girls(it still makes me nervous) Im afraid that people will think that i am stuped or gay or cocky(I know thats irrational) im afraid that people will think that im dumb(my spelling and grammer suck). im afraid that one day i will die alone. im afraid that i wont be able to get a good job. I am afraid of failure(my biggest fear). im afraid f one day finding out that something that i dit or said effected someone else so negatively that it plunged them into a spiral of depression(its happened). im afraid that one day i will come to a cross roads and wil have to chose my ultamate fate because if i choose wrong then im screwed. im afraid that one day i will wreck and the damage will be permanate this time(i have had over 12 concussions and have minor brain damage). im afraid that people will think i am fake. im afraid that one day my past will catch up to me. im afraid that one day i will fall back into my old habbits and be ok with it. im afraid that i wont ammount to anything.(i probably wont ammount to anything). im afraid of me slipping into deppresion again( i legitly hated myself and diddent want friends). im afraid that my parents wont like where i want to go to to colledge(dixie stateW00T) and that they will hate me because of it. im afraid that no one will read this. im afraid of god(even tho he says not to be) im afraid of death im afraid of eternity(im a deep thinker so thinking of eternity puts me to tears because it scares me).
You know what i kinda want to be one of those stoic badasses who just dont give a shit. (20 points to whoever guesses where that line it from;)


                                                                    Love Thomas fluffernutter

My thoghts on terrorizem

you know whats stuped? Terrorizem. terrorists are just a bunch of little wusses who cant fight like men. there so cowardly that the attack by bombing and killing women and children. That to me is a very @$$ hole thing to do. i mean realy they are just a bunch of whips! they make fun of christans all the time. but as soon as the christans poke back thes get there turbans in a twist and go attack the US embasy killing the embassador. I think that terrorists are whiney pu$$eys.     P.S pardon my use of not nice words.

Freaking love i mean realy? its hard to explane nevermind anyways.ohh love where have you gone to? i mean i have you (well at least i think i do) but some of my friends absolutely  dont. They constantly pursue things that dont even matter like halo or xbox. its driven them to a point of insanity that sociaty now considers normal. it diddent used to be that way. my dad was born into a time that diddent have videogames or stuff like that. he was forced to make his own fun just like his dad. he got to discover life not live it vicariously through some simulated 7 ft tall half tonne humanoid called a spartan. back then videogames diddent entertain people. people entertaned people. sometimes i wish i could go back and live back then. back when there was more love.

humans are awesome

humans are awesome. we are the apex predators of the planet. But we are much more than that we are special. we can do things that other things cant. We can think of our own free will> we arnt compleatly govened by a set of hardwired instincts. We can decide we can dicover new things. we have far more intelegence than anything else on the planet. we can love, we can hate, we can feel sorrow, we can have compassion, And we can understand what other people are going through. That is special to me. and in my opinion the human body is the most beautiful and wonderful thing on this planet.

intro to me

This is me. I have a girlfriend. she is awesome. I love her very much. If I were off my mission I would propose to her thats how much we love eachother. She is the best thing that has ever happend to me. We have been dating for about 7 months.

      I also like to have fun. Like hangin with friends or eating food. If i would so pick my favorite thing to do it would have to be doing crazy shiz with my friend. weather it be going roof jumping to rock hucking doorbell ditching or climbing highland elementary doing crazy shiz is fun. and thats about it...... So bye......Go away ...... I mean it!